Today is my exam:( Lucky this year i prepared at the aug, then when exam is nearer he ask me to do more compo and cmopo:) Then i had no choice but to do if not he's going to angry again:) Then for the first time i manage to finish the whole paper in time though dun have 7 paragraph:( but still have a ending paragraph:) Then the paper 2 the first time in my study, i manage to finish the whole paper without leaving any question blank and the paper this year is much more easier than last year:) I hope this time round de result can help me go poly i dun want to to miss that chance:)

2 weeks left to my O level english.. Though I start study in aug, but now i still not that confident in myself:(

Yeah:) Today finally balance 1 time:) If not i'm going to be dead at the end of the month:( Today is a replacement for last week, cause lastweek didn balance:( Tml and monday is a must balance again cause these two days is a very important day to me, so i want this two days money to balance:)

:( Exam coming soon liao:( This time round its a must for me to well in exam.. Cause I want go poly, plus i dun want my mum to be upsad that I still can't go poly after the second try.. Some more, I promise my skinny pig that i will do well and poly de:) So this time round i must pass:)

I noe that this time round, i have met the right and wonderful guy in my life:) He's really is a great guy, before knowing him, i will never believe there's a guy like him in the world:) After yesterday, I even more confirm that he's the first and hope to be the last guy that will appear in my history of life.. Some more, he's also all the first which others didn even think of:) That 1 thing i like about him:) I will never imagine that our 1 month, we actually have to do overnight instead of going out to celebate:) This time round, we really are not going to let go either one of the hand liao..

Yeah:) Today going out with him again:) It's the third time we go out together.. First, go sp run... Second, go delta swimming.. Today will be the third time:) Wondrful:)

I dun like them to call skinny pig down to work he's already working overnight:( But think again, also no choice, they called, he just have to go:( Then end up he worked 6pm to 7am.. But lucky he still can find time to sleep for awhile:) But never mind, next month 12 oct, we can work overnight together:) I just wonder how it's like working overnight..

:) Really, skinny pig is most of the first time:) He's the first guy I had ever go out running and swimming before:) He's also the first guy we msg everyday:) When I'm sad, he will the first person at there by my side talking some stupid joke to me to make me happy:) Its fun going swimming with skinny pig:) He's really a good guy, not only because of these reasons but other some wonderful things about skinny pig:) Then today after work, we went to eat together:) I like eating and going home together with him:) I promise skinny pig to study hard and then go poly, I will do it:)

Yesterday, my money balance again:) However, its weird to balance on tue, and I'm also shocked that i can balance because there are lots of people.. That's all about yesterday work.. Now that the oral is coming soon, I'm a bit more nervous and scare as I dun noe how I will do for the eng this time round.. I hope I can pass and then go straight to poly..

Wow today I'm so happy again.. A few reasons for that also.. First, my money once again balance, no shortage or excess:) Second, I chat with jia hui as i very long never chat with her liao.. Third, of course is at work there:)

Quite a long time never excise liao.. Today morning I decided to go for a jog.. Wow.. after excise, the feeling is so good.. The whole body felt very light, so if I work afternoon, I shall go for a jog again..

Haha:) Today I update my blog again.. Today I'm super happy as there are a few reasons for that.. First, at night after work I felt so happy and relax.. I never felt so happy and enjoying before:) Second, my money balance today, I not always can balance so I'm happy that today I can balance..

Quite a long time never update my blog liao.. Then today I shall update my blog.. Today I'm still quite happy cause I saw daina again at tiong ntuc.. Yesterday, we even go shopping together.. Its nice to see hee again.. Then tock and her friend came down tiong at night to give me the cd she brought for me.. Other reasons for me to happy was about work.. Its quite relax today..

Wow.. Now I all almost everyday work extra time.. Good, like that I will at least have things to do.. Now also that the oral is coming soon..

Its quite a long time since I update my profile.. This week started working, though its quite tiring, but its also quite fun.. Maybe because its my first time working, i felt quite scared and nervous when start work.. But i still like it:) Even more best is that i dun need to work on sat and sun, so I can use these two days to do my tuition homework.. I will work hard in my study so that I can go poly next year.. To all my friends, i wish all of you all the best in the study and those who are working...

Its quite bored staying at home everyday.. How i wish that i accept the course in jae, so that i now i will not be so bored.. Never mind, 11 days later is my birthday, at least i will be celebrating my birthday:)

Haha.. Yesterday was another fun and enjoyable day.. After service, we all went to eat.. After eating they all went back to church, valerie and desmond accompany me to the mrt, and then they went back to church.. It was fun with them:)

Yesterday, it was a fun and tired day for me.. I had lots fun and I also enjoy myself there.. Its good to go out with them, cause I had noe some new friends, and we went to had dinner together and had lots of fun:)

Today, I just went to nyp to hand in the appeal form.. I noe sure cannot get in , but I just hope there might be some miracle.. In the same day, I also receive the ite form.. To have the place I must accept the course, even I have appeal.. Now the thing is should I accept or dun accept? I dun noe what to do..

Today the result for JAE is out.. I know I will sure want to appeal.. The thing is that I dun think I will be sucessful in the appeal, but I like to try.. I got in to simei chemical technology.. I want to appeal to nyp, but dun noe how is it.. Just hope can go in.. At least I won't upset my parents..

Hey.. Today is chinese new year.. Most people will be celebrating cny.. I hereby wish everyone happy chinese new year:)

Today, after having breakfast with my mum, we went to NTUC and we saw my mum friend, they ask for my result, then my mum said she's entering ite, but both my mum friend said, dun go ite, go take private O, then go poly from there.. They not the only people who said not to go ite.. My aunt, my mum friend, wei da said try not to go ite.. Its a waste of time, the student there dun study.. Now i already apply for ite, when the result out, i see how, if not, i go take private O again, then go poly from there..

Today morning I went to tiong to have breakfast with my mum and aunt.. After breakfast, we went to bukit merah to cut my hair and to buy other things.. Then on the bus, we saw my pri sch friend mother, then my friend mum ask how i did for the O level, my mum her i had 30 pt, then my friend mum said, her son had 21 pt for O, and that her son had 4 pt for N level.. I dun have reaction, cause its true that i got 30 pt.. Then my mum said, who ask you dun study.. I did regret for not study as much as last year..

Today, I went to np with kim and brendon.. Kim reached np first, then follow by me.. Then we went to the admission centre, and kim said, she want to talk to the course counsel then the person said go to the convention centre and there are people we can talk to.. Then we went in and talk to the person, the person ask us go DAE to check, but cannot make it.. Then we went to the canteen sat down and choose my 12 choices.. I looking half way, kim said huan wei leh.. I pause foe a while, then turn and look, its him with his friend.. They sit at the other table, then his friend ask can we sit here? Kim say ya.. Then they sit with us, and huan wei said have you chosen? I said no.. While waiting for brendon to come, kim ad I went to look for food.. When brendon comes, we went in to the convention centre again.. But this time we look around and I also enjoying the air-con.. Its was quite cold in there, but I still like.. Then after that, we all wait for his friend nyssa.. After that, we went to the library.. The library is quite nice, there's still a small cafe.. Kim want to go liao, so I went with her, the rest also leave with us, they all want to go liao, so I tell kim to wait for them lor, since they want to go also..

Today, I'm taking my O level result.. I'm scare, but what to do result had come out.. Finally, result is coming, first they will said out the top people in 4E and then 5N.. 5N the top 8th person is brendon.. He's got 15 points for L1R4.. Then now everyone is going to mrs chia there to take result.. My turn come liao, I went up sign and then shu yi ask me what you get? I said dun noe and give the result to her.. Then I saw my result.. I nearly cry out, as the tears is in the eyes.. But i control, then went to sit down, and brendon ask, I just gave my result to him.. After that I went to kim there, and I cannot control my tears liao.. I cry out in the hall.. Kim went to take her result, and I sat there trying not to cry, but cannot.. I cry for a while and went to take my bag, and then went to kim, then with her ad others, I cry again.. Kim accompany me go to the toilet behind the stage.. We went in and I cry out all I can, as this make me feel better.. Then Mclyne came, she ask are you ok? I say ya.. Then went back to the hall again.. The reason I cry so many times was because I can't go poly.. I didn think of going ite or anywhere at all.. I've got E8 for english, B3 for combined science, C6 for math and chinese, D7 for f&n and of course F9 for comined humanities.. When reach home, I went in to my bedroom and to sleep, but when think of the result, my tears roll down..

After so long, i want to start writing again... Like everyone knows tml is the day when we finally get our last result.. I'm really very scare to take the result.. I somehow just want to cry out.. I also dun noe why, maybe cause I'm too scare to take the result.. I hope that i can pass and go to poly.. I dun want to make my mum sad and that i dun wan to waste 1 year and then go ite instead of poly..