Today the result for JAE is out.. I know I will sure want to appeal.. The thing is that I dun think I will be sucessful in the appeal, but I like to try.. I got in to simei chemical technology.. I want to appeal to nyp, but dun noe how is it.. Just hope can go in.. At least I won't upset my parents..

Hey.. Today is chinese new year.. Most people will be celebrating cny.. I hereby wish everyone happy chinese new year:)

Today, after having breakfast with my mum, we went to NTUC and we saw my mum friend, they ask for my result, then my mum said she's entering ite, but both my mum friend said, dun go ite, go take private O, then go poly from there.. They not the only people who said not to go ite.. My aunt, my mum friend, wei da said try not to go ite.. Its a waste of time, the student there dun study.. Now i already apply for ite, when the result out, i see how, if not, i go take private O again, then go poly from there..

Today morning I went to tiong to have breakfast with my mum and aunt.. After breakfast, we went to bukit merah to cut my hair and to buy other things.. Then on the bus, we saw my pri sch friend mother, then my friend mum ask how i did for the O level, my mum her i had 30 pt, then my friend mum said, her son had 21 pt for O, and that her son had 4 pt for N level.. I dun have reaction, cause its true that i got 30 pt.. Then my mum said, who ask you dun study.. I did regret for not study as much as last year..

Today, I went to np with kim and brendon.. Kim reached np first, then follow by me.. Then we went to the admission centre, and kim said, she want to talk to the course counsel then the person said go to the convention centre and there are people we can talk to.. Then we went in and talk to the person, the person ask us go DAE to check, but cannot make it.. Then we went to the canteen sat down and choose my 12 choices.. I looking half way, kim said huan wei leh.. I pause foe a while, then turn and look, its him with his friend.. They sit at the other table, then his friend ask can we sit here? Kim say ya.. Then they sit with us, and huan wei said have you chosen? I said no.. While waiting for brendon to come, kim ad I went to look for food.. When brendon comes, we went in to the convention centre again.. But this time we look around and I also enjoying the air-con.. Its was quite cold in there, but I still like.. Then after that, we all wait for his friend nyssa.. After that, we went to the library.. The library is quite nice, there's still a small cafe.. Kim want to go liao, so I went with her, the rest also leave with us, they all want to go liao, so I tell kim to wait for them lor, since they want to go also..

Today, I'm taking my O level result.. I'm scare, but what to do result had come out.. Finally, result is coming, first they will said out the top people in 4E and then 5N.. 5N the top 8th person is brendon.. He's got 15 points for L1R4.. Then now everyone is going to mrs chia there to take result.. My turn come liao, I went up sign and then shu yi ask me what you get? I said dun noe and give the result to her.. Then I saw my result.. I nearly cry out, as the tears is in the eyes.. But i control, then went to sit down, and brendon ask, I just gave my result to him.. After that I went to kim there, and I cannot control my tears liao.. I cry out in the hall.. Kim went to take her result, and I sat there trying not to cry, but cannot.. I cry for a while and went to take my bag, and then went to kim, then with her ad others, I cry again.. Kim accompany me go to the toilet behind the stage.. We went in and I cry out all I can, as this make me feel better.. Then Mclyne came, she ask are you ok? I say ya.. Then went back to the hall again.. The reason I cry so many times was because I can't go poly.. I didn think of going ite or anywhere at all.. I've got E8 for english, B3 for combined science, C6 for math and chinese, D7 for f&n and of course F9 for comined humanities.. When reach home, I went in to my bedroom and to sleep, but when think of the result, my tears roll down..

After so long, i want to start writing again... Like everyone knows tml is the day when we finally get our last result.. I'm really very scare to take the result.. I somehow just want to cry out.. I also dun noe why, maybe cause I'm too scare to take the result.. I hope that i can pass and go to poly.. I dun want to make my mum sad and that i dun wan to waste 1 year and then go ite instead of poly..