xiaoxiao

2011-04-10T16:45:00.000-07:00

going to sch reopen liao.. just 1 weeks left for me to relax and play when sch reopen i have to work hard and score well in the GPA.. now this week i shall use the time to accompany him and work as much as i can when i free...

Starting of hell week...

2011-03-31T23:19:00.000-07:00

Go ba... 1st April is the first day of hell week.. Jia you.. I will be waiting for you outside.. It's just a 4 nights to go then end Liao.. So I will get through de.. Just worry about you inside..:( take care.. Miss you and love you:)

2011-03-30T18:35:00.000-07:00

till now still haven revieve his msg.. i wonder when is the hell week.. faster come then faster end.. during the 5 days hope i wonder worry so much about him inside.. cause sure nth good de.. if he end then means he's 3/4 free liao:) 1/4 time is when he rally out of ns.. then he will be accompany me go walk walk and eat ice cream:) Now just wait for him outside can liao:)

Near Hell week feeling:(

2011-03-27T17:56:00.000-07:00

Today have to send him in early at 6.30pm.. But I dun wan to... Cause this time round is in but have to wait till next month dun Noe when then he will be out... Hell week is the one who make me be so sad:( I Noe he also dun like but I just can't let him noe that I'm not happy because he's going in and have to went through the hell week thing... What can I do now?? Beside sending him and what??? I really dun hate feeling like this.. Last time when he went for field camp, I ever ask his buddy what she did when her boyfriend was in field camp.. She told me a few thing, and also she said dun let your mood affect him.. As his stead, You should support him and stay by his side to encourage him... So now I really cannot let him noe how I feel:( but how??? I can't hide my feeling towards him..

2011-02-07T20:00:00.000-08:00

my 17 months anniversay just spoil like that:( i plan de all go to drain.... i hate them he have to go help them i hate it even more.. he get tired again...

2010-11-16T13:07:00.000-08:00

Very long didn't update Liao:) nth much also.. Happy to have him around with me even though he's in army:) thanks for having him as my pig pig stead ^^

Book out lo:)

2010-10-15T23:17:00.000-07:00

Hey, today he book out:) but is evening out de.. still better than none...:) Best is that out of 112 ppl only 7 can go out today.. so thanks for been one of them:) Tml can see you again:)

13 months lo:)

2010-10-12T13:47:00.000-07:00

Happy 13 months anniversary to you pig pig:) Thanks for accompany me walk to our 13 montyhs:) Now we still have 23 months to go to ur 3 years:) 59 months to the promise you given to me from the very first day of our relationship:) Though today you can't be by my side celebrating it, but nvm.. I will wait for your msg and call at night when you free:) Today hope you inside not that tiring as yesterday:( I want talk to you a bit longer i want hear your voice... Be guai guai then maybe friday can come out again:) No matter what, thnaks for your very first wishing msg in the morning:)

today book in...

2010-10-10T15:33:00.000-07:00

This week finally wait till he book out le..:) Best is that is on the fri 12.35pm book out:) The sad thing is that i got to go work till 9 then can end:( but he still came down to accompany me have lunch and also to return his uniform.. Sat morning work till 2 then go home and he accompany me for the whole day liao:) But the thing I'm sad of is that he's coughing.. He cough till quite bad:( Lucky he still feel better after eating medicine and have a small rest:) Today morning as usual he go have his little food service and earn some small tips for himself:) After that go my house rest awhile then go his house for 2 small meals with his parents before sending him off to the "school" again.. SO happy at least still can get to be with him half a day and hear no cough from him also:) Sad is that have to send him in again:( But at least this time won be as bad as the first day sending him in.. Now hope he take care and guai guai fri or sat will be out again.. and i will be there waiting for his call and msg:)

Finally left 1 day:)

2010-10-07T21:22:00.000-07:00

After waiting for so long, i finally get to wait till he book out:) but i'm working tml so maybe won be able to see him first till sat:( sad lor.. Sometimes think back to the day when he left for ns i will still feel sad:( Till now i still see the pic of him leaving us:( It's so clearly in my mind:( The tears in my eyes and his mum eyes... can't control it when i dun even have the dare to even make myself look at him after finish lunch.. No energy to even speak to him when leaving.. cause i noe if i talk i will loss total control over my tears..:(

2 days left:)

2010-10-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today still quite ok.. As usual, he eat finish his supper then call:) Even if only awhile i also dun mind just want him to be safe and healthy:) However, he break the healthy:( Till now, he's still coughing:( I want him to hurry recover from his cough, i dun wan him to continue get sick:( Please take care:( You promise me you will take of yourself de, and now this is the result i get from you when not even 2 weeks:(

3 days left:=)

2010-10-05T23:00:00.000-07:00

After waiting for so long, i finally left 3 days to go only:) Friday book out not sat:) even best lor:) I only want him to go sleep when he book out:) tml 4 plus he have to wake liao:( i noe its hard but i really dun wan him to tired himself:(

7 days left::)

2010-10-02T08:15:00.000-07:00

Today morning he msg me at 10 plus, but i didn the tone:( nvm he's good can liao:) then about 5 pus he rely my msg.. As i had msg him at 4 plus to tell him that i go out swimming with my mum, my bro and his stead.. and at 5 plus he also say he's free, but now still haven recieve any call or msg after 7.15pm:( guess today should be no call or maybe even no msg:( time is getting later and later when he use the phone and the no. of hours he sleep is also getting shorter and shorter... now i feel like sleeping but haven recieve anything yet, so can't really say dun wait for him when i miss him a lot alresdy:( now then come bsck:( today going to late sleep again:(

8 days left:)

2010-10-01T22:48:00.000-07:00

5 days past Liao:) and thank you for letting him to fine inside:) now waiting for call again:) then can go have a good sleep:) today also the day of my result, and thanks goodness I pass all the modules:) just with a low GPA:( but can go second semester good liao:) this time de result he's by my side:( the last time he is and I can call him when my result is out:) today de leh, have to wait till at night then can call:(

9 days left..

2010-09-30T23:22:00.000-07:00

Fourth day liao...:) today quite late then msg, then at the beginning say cannot call so a bit sad:( but at 11.28pm he called and say that still got time so can call awile:) so I'm happy and that as long as he's fine inside then if I can't get to call him, at least I still noe he's ok:) Cause if I Noe he's doing fine then at least won be that worry liao:)

2010-09-29T21:15:00.000-07:00

3 days going to past:) 10 days left to 9 oct. Today i bit better:) 2 plus, 3 and 8 plus can msg me liao:) Eventhoughi didn really rely back for the 2 and 3 plus de msg, but nvm. cause at least i still noe that he's still ok inside:) sometimes really have to thank him for being healthy and happy always:) now if i really miss my pig pig, i just either see our pic or msg and of course have his jacket on:) now wait for his call at 9 plus or 10:)

2010-09-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

Second day of his ns going to past:) faster go faster end also:) today whole day till now still haven recieve anything from him:( Yeaterday at least still can get to msg with him in the evening at 7 plus.. but today nth:( now i hope to get his call asap:( Is it i think him too much or what? i miss him when i think of him..:( but i still have to wait for 7 months for him to graduate from the army.. :(

12 days left:)

2010-09-27T22:00:00.000-07:00

Today, finally the day i hate the most has come.. Yesterday went over to stay overnight, so that this morning can go out together, but then i fail to control my tears:( i cried when i was to leave the place, to leave his side for a few weeks.. i will be worry as i dun noe how will he be when he's inside.. I noe he will take care of himself de.. but i just still dun ease the worry in me..:( now i just hope 9 oct faster come.. The first book out:)

2010-09-26T05:28:00.000-07:00

Tml will be my worst day of my life..:( as morning have to send him in for ns then afternoon still need to go for attachment:( so 2 different feeling I will have for tml and worst is that have to force it out:( cannot be too sad or worry in front of him.. Afternoon still have to have a normal feeling:( today for more than 2 times, I'm controlling my tears from coming out:( I Noe I am weak, but I really dun like the feeling of been separated with him:( But I promise myself that never will I let my stead sees me in tears so never will i unless i really cannot control:( I want time to stop when i am with him:)

2010-09-06T18:00:00.000-07:00

Today just finish the aap paper, but sad to say that i really have not much confident in the paper :( I dun noe why i dun remember the ans even though lecture got give us the hints for the paper:( The past 2 paper still not that bad but this paper i dun noe:( Now i just hope to get to the second semester and study all the new module.. Please let me go...

2010-08-27T16:30:00.000-07:00

next thurs is the start of exam:( this is going to take me to hell... term 1 result like shit.. in order to save the GPA i must score quite well de result.. but this really going to kill me... all biology and all the words so difficult to spell and understand:( now can't affort to fail any single module out of the 6:( Worst is that 1 month later he's going for ns and i'm having attachment...:( Plaese let me change my shift to afternoon.. now have to clear this exam then attachment.. 1 years 10 months fatser pass:)

2010-07-30T14:05:00.000-07:00

Why I just cannot be as good as others:( why?:( why others can do so well in their studies and balance their relationship so well but I can't :( I really tried my best in studying to make it better but there's always something that I won do well:( then relationship, I always want him to accompny me but I always forget or dun Noe that he's already very tired after working so long:( he won say out as he always said "since I say come down I will come and help you de" I Noe that he's tired but sometimes I really want him to accompany me awhile also can:( I just need him to be by my side... Sometimes when I want cry, I want him to be there to prevent or stop me from crying... Have I really become the selfish Joanne? I hope not to:( I dun wan to be that:(

2010-07-27T23:00:00.000-07:00

Today may not be that good day.. evening still ok.. But when reach at night, I started to feel that I'm selfish.. Sorry dear:( I didn noe that by asking you to come down accompany me study will make you be that tired:( If I noe after work, you are tired, I rather take my sentence back for asking you to come down... Come out end up make you sleep late:( If i noe if you didn come down you will be sleeping early for tml work, then i sure won ask you come down.. Sorry my dear...:(

2010-07-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

Tml 2 presentations going on for me.. Yeaterday presentation teacher say not bad.. So i just hope can score well for all the presentation and help to pull my marks up..

Who can I say all this to?

2010-07-19T13:30:00.000-07:00

Today then i realize that only 3 ppl fail more than 3 modules out of 6:( and I was stupidly 1 of them la:( i had been asking myself... Why other pp can pass all and with good result but when I can't get or do that:( when as usual when enter the exam hall, I will be nervous and then forget everything:( and then eventually fail again:( this time also no different:( sometimes I really feel very weak and hate that... My friends all can do well why me again? :( secondary sch like tat now even in poly also like that:( sometimes I really am stress with sch work.. But who can I say to????:( my family? I dun wan cause I dun wan them to worry about me... Friends?? I dunno.. They are also busy with their own work.. Last person will be my stead.. He??? I did tell him but how many times can I tell him that I'm "tired"?? So how??? Who can i say this to??? No one except me myself ba:( how can I tell my friends and him about this when I dun wan them to see the stupid weak and useless of me... They normally see me happy and cheerful so I won let anyone to see the other side including him.. It will not be so responsible if I drag others to be so call moody with me...

2010-07-16T22:47:00.000-07:00

Tired of so many project:( all going to present in next week:( i going to get burst if everything going to crush together again:( HELP ME!!!! HELP ME!!! I'm reaaly very tired:(

counting down the no. of days left to ns....

2010-07-08T11:18:00.000-07:00

Some ppl go ns some still waiting to go in.. It's good for a guy to in as when come out, they may be a different person.. But for their stead, i dun noe about others.. I just dun wan him to go in:( Not only that, it's a challenge for a couple as it's the time where most couple will break up:( I believe in our relationship but just that i really dun like:( though when he go in that time, we can go with him for the first day but sad that day i maybe having my attachment:( HOW? HOW? HOW? :(

2 months 21 days......

2010-06-30T16:44:00.000-07:00

Now in game room play board game.. Finally project is done.. Now just relax later then go home do a bit cits... Then later at night go tiong there take roster and also to go there find him:) With him around, he will just always by my side encourage me help me to get my confident back whenever i'm tired with it:) its good to have 1 at your side to accompany, encourage you and best is that he won left you alone to face the problem all alone:) He will stay by your side no matter what happen:) He will be the only one who can give you all these:)

2010-06-30T12:01:00.000-07:00

Result out liao.. fail so many paper la.. Out of 5 paper, i fail 3 liao:( but giving up is the worst choice, dun give up i must really work very hard... but its not easy at all... to me its quite tough:( now i really dun noe to do:( sometimes study its didn go in then i will be very tired and i will want to stop:( how how how??????

2010-06-15T19:00:00.000-07:00

Today is the second day of attachment.. Morning i went to health screening... there is a place where paople came to measure their blood glucose, bp and cholesterol.. at there i finally noe that the normal range for the blood glucose and cholesterol.. if high/or then what can we do to help them... then in the afternoon i went to the dressing room... There is not that dad until i saw something which make me comfirm that no motorcycle is allow in my family member or stead... At there i learn how to clean and apply medcial to the wound...

2010-06-14T22:14:00.000-07:00

Today is the first of attachment.. first time go out, so quite nervous and scare:) Then here i go in to hougang polyclinic.. 8 plus go tour around the whole polyclinic then go start work at the MRO... afternoon go start work alone liao:( Then sisiter lee came in to teach me the thing which i need to noe.. From there i learn the different types of mask for the oxygen tank, the meaning of ratio 3:1:2.. which is the meaning of 3 types of medicine... also from there i learn that in year 1 i must make my foundation very strong in order to survive in the next attachment.. so in order to get that i must realy go revice my theroy and others things..

2010-05-27T12:49:00.000-07:00

very long didn't update... Very fast going to week 7 liao.. week 7 practical teat week 7 and then week 8 will be our exam week:( Then after that will be attachment of 2 weeks.. but very far hougang poly and elderly care... then will be renci CH and lastly will be at HPB.. but before going out i must pass my practical test:( now is a bit scare.. the TPR still not that strong:(

2010-02-21T14:08:00.000-08:00

Finally after so long, I'm going to start study again:) Its will be a brand new starting for me.. Secondary school wasted quite a lot of time liao.. So when reach poly, I'm going to spend time studying everything slowly.. Just hope everyting will goes according to what I had plan..

2010-02-16T21:08:00.000-08:00

I wonder why this year de poly admission de letter haven come:( i like waiting for quite a time liao:( hope faster come, some reason is because scare to loss the chance of going to poly again:)

2010-01-15T12:40:00.000-08:00

This time round de eng results improve by only 1 grade D7:( Though I started early but maybe still not eonugh ba:( But its lucky that I still can enter poly.. Now I only need to see if i can enter the course or not.. But i hope i can go poly after wasting such a long time doing nth:( Though in between there's lots of happiness and sorrow..

Recently, there's something not that happy had happen:( I really dun noe what to do about it:( I already try my best but seems like it didn done any good to it:( For once I'm tired of myself for can't make thing goes smoothly:(

2009-10-26T04:41:00.000-07:00

Today is my exam:( Lucky this year i prepared at the aug, then when exam is nearer he ask me to do more compo and cmopo:) Then i had no choice but to do if not he's going to angry again:) Then for the first time i manage to finish the whole paper in time though dun have 7 paragraph:( but still have a ending paragraph:) Then the paper 2 the first time in my study, i manage to finish the whole paper without leaving any question blank and the paper this year is much more easier than last year:) I hope this time round de result can help me go poly i dun want to to miss that chance:)

2009-10-14T11:19:00.000-07:00

2 weeks left to my O level english.. Though I start study in aug, but now i still not that confident in myself:(

2009-10-08T21:22:00.000-07:00

Yeah:) Today finally balance 1 time:) If not i'm going to be dead at the end of the month:( Today is a replacement for last week, cause lastweek didn balance:( Tml and monday is a must balance again cause these two days is a very important day to me, so i want this two days money to balance:)

2009-10-06T12:19:00.000-07:00

:( Exam coming soon liao:( This time round its a must for me to well in exam.. Cause I want go poly, plus i dun want my mum to be upsad that I still can't go poly after the second try.. Some more, I promise my skinny pig that i will do well and poly de:) So this time round i must pass:)

2009-09-23T12:25:00.000-07:00

I noe that this time round, i have met the right and wonderful guy in my life:) He's really is a great guy, before knowing him, i will never believe there's a guy like him in the world:) After yesterday, I even more confirm that he's the first and hope to be the last guy that will appear in my history of life.. Some more, he's also all the first which others didn even think of:) That 1 thing i like about him:) I will never imagine that our 1 month, we actually have to do overnight instead of going out to celebate:) This time round, we really are not going to let go either one of the hand liao..

2009-09-12T12:44:00.000-07:00

Yeah:) Today going out with him again:) It's the third time we go out together.. First, go sp run... Second, go delta swimming.. Today will be the third time:) Wondrful:)

2009-09-11T00:35:00.000-07:00

I dun like them to call skinny pig down to work he's already working overnight:( But think again, also no choice, they called, he just have to go:( Then end up he worked 6pm to 7am.. But lucky he still can find time to sleep for awhile:) But never mind, next month 12 oct, we can work overnight together:) I just wonder how it's like working overnight..

2009-09-06T08:10:00.000-07:00

:) Really, skinny pig is most of the first time:) He's the first guy I had ever go out running and swimming before:) He's also the first guy we msg everyday:) When I'm sad, he will the first person at there by my side talking some stupid joke to me to make me happy:) Its fun going swimming with skinny pig:) He's really a good guy, not only because of these reasons but other some wonderful things about skinny pig:) Then today after work, we went to eat together:) I like eating and going home together with him:) I promise skinny pig to study hard and then go poly, I will do it:)

2009-08-12T12:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my money balance again:) However, its weird to balance on tue, and I'm also shocked that i can balance because there are lots of people.. That's all about yesterday work.. Now that the oral is coming soon, I'm a bit more nervous and scare as I dun noe how I will do for the eng this time round.. I hope I can pass and then go straight to poly..

2009-08-09T19:32:00.000-07:00

Wow today I'm so happy again.. A few reasons for that also.. First, my money once again balance, no shortage or excess:) Second, I chat with jia hui as i very long never chat with her liao.. Third, of course is at work there:)

2009-08-08T19:22:00.000-07:00

Quite a long time never excise liao.. Today morning I decided to go for a jog.. Wow.. after excise, the feeling is so good.. The whole body felt very light, so if I work afternoon, I shall go for a jog again..

2009-08-07T23:42:00.000-07:00

Haha:) Today I update my blog again.. Today I'm super happy as there are a few reasons for that.. First, at night after work I felt so happy and relax.. I never felt so happy and enjoying before:) Second, my money balance today, I not always can balance so I'm happy that today I can balance..

2009-08-05T23:00:00.000-07:00

Quite a long time never update my blog liao.. Then today I shall update my blog.. Today I'm still quite happy cause I saw daina again at tiong ntuc.. Yesterday, we even go shopping together.. Its nice to see hee again.. Then tock and her friend came down tiong at night to give me the cd she brought for me.. Other reasons for me to happy was about work.. Its quite relax today..

2009-07-14T18:53:00.000-07:00

Wow.. Now I all almost everyday work extra time.. Good, like that I will at least have things to do.. Now also that the oral is coming soon..

2009-06-28T13:09:00.000-07:00

Its quite a long time since I update my profile.. This week started working, though its quite tiring, but its also quite fun.. Maybe because its my first time working, i felt quite scared and nervous when start work.. But i still like it:) Even more best is that i dun need to work on sat and sun, so I can use these two days to do my tuition homework.. I will work hard in my study so that I can go poly next year.. To all my friends, i wish all of you all the best in the study and those who are working...

2009-05-18T15:05:00.000-07:00

Its quite bored staying at home everyday.. How i wish that i accept the course in jae, so that i now i will not be so bored.. Never mind, 11 days later is my birthday, at least i will be celebrating my birthday:)

2009-03-09T13:03:00.000-07:00

Haha.. Yesterday was another fun and enjoyable day.. After service, we all went to eat.. After eating they all went back to church, valerie and desmond accompany me to the mrt, and then they went back to church.. It was fun with them:)

2009-02-23T10:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, it was a fun and tired day for me.. I had lots fun and I also enjoy myself there.. Its good to go out with them, cause I had noe some new friends, and we went to had dinner together and had lots of fun:)

2009-02-02T20:00:00.000-08:00

Today, I just went to nyp to hand in the appeal form.. I noe sure cannot get in , but I just hope there might be some miracle.. In the same day, I also receive the ite form.. To have the place I must accept the course, even I have appeal.. Now the thing is should I accept or dun accept? I dun noe what to do..

2009-01-30T12:12:00.000-08:00

Today the result for JAE is out.. I know I will sure want to appeal.. The thing is that I dun think I will be sucessful in the appeal, but I like to try.. I got in to simei chemical technology.. I want to appeal to nyp, but dun noe how is it.. Just hope can go in.. At least I won't upset my parents..

2009-01-26T09:46:00.000-08:00

Hey.. Today is chinese new year.. Most people will be celebrating cny.. I hereby wish everyone happy chinese new year:)

2009-01-20T15:33:00.000-08:00

Today, after having breakfast with my mum, we went to NTUC and we saw my mum friend, they ask for my result, then my mum said she's entering ite, but both my mum friend said, dun go ite, go take private O, then go poly from there.. They not the only people who said not to go ite.. My aunt, my mum friend, wei da said try not to go ite.. Its a waste of time, the student there dun study.. Now i already apply for ite, when the result out, i see how, if not, i go take private O again, then go poly from there..

2009-01-19T15:22:00.000-08:00

Today morning I went to tiong to have breakfast with my mum and aunt.. After breakfast, we went to bukit merah to cut my hair and to buy other things.. Then on the bus, we saw my pri sch friend mother, then my friend mum ask how i did for the O level, my mum her i had 30 pt, then my friend mum said, her son had 21 pt for O, and that her son had 4 pt for N level.. I dun have reaction, cause its true that i got 30 pt.. Then my mum said, who ask you dun study.. I did regret for not study as much as last year..

2009-01-13T19:30:00.000-08:00

Today, I went to np with kim and brendon.. Kim reached np first, then follow by me.. Then we went to the admission centre, and kim said, she want to talk to the course counsel then the person said go to the convention centre and there are people we can talk to.. Then we went in and talk to the person, the person ask us go DAE to check, but cannot make it.. Then we went to the canteen sat down and choose my 12 choices.. I looking half way, kim said huan wei leh.. I pause foe a while, then turn and look, its him with his friend.. They sit at the other table, then his friend ask can we sit here? Kim say ya.. Then they sit with us, and huan wei said have you chosen? I said no.. While waiting for brendon to come, kim ad I went to look for food.. When brendon comes, we went in to the convention centre again.. But this time we look around and I also enjoying the air-con.. Its was quite cold in there, but I still like.. Then after that, we all wait for his friend nyssa.. After that, we went to the library.. The library is quite nice, there's still a small cafe.. Kim want to go liao, so I went with her, the rest also leave with us, they all want to go liao, so I tell kim to wait for them lor, since they want to go also..

2009-01-12T18:00:00.000-08:00

Today, I'm taking my O level result.. I'm scare, but what to do result had come out.. Finally, result is coming, first they will said out the top people in 4E and then 5N.. 5N the top 8th person is brendon.. He's got 15 points for L1R4.. Then now everyone is going to mrs chia there to take result.. My turn come liao, I went up sign and then shu yi ask me what you get? I said dun noe and give the result to her.. Then I saw my result.. I nearly cry out, as the tears is in the eyes.. But i control, then went to sit down, and brendon ask, I just gave my result to him.. After that I went to kim there, and I cannot control my tears liao.. I cry out in the hall.. Kim went to take her result, and I sat there trying not to cry, but cannot.. I cry for a while and went to take my bag, and then went to kim, then with her ad others, I cry again.. Kim accompany me go to the toilet behind the stage.. We went in and I cry out all I can, as this make me feel better.. Then Mclyne came, she ask are you ok? I say ya.. Then went back to the hall again.. The reason I cry so many times was because I can't go poly.. I didn think of going ite or anywhere at all.. I've got E8 for english, B3 for combined science, C6 for math and chinese, D7 for f&n and of course F9 for comined humanities.. When reach home, I went in to my bedroom and to sleep, but when think of the result, my tears roll down..

2009-01-11T18:45:00.000-08:00

After so long, i want to start writing again... Like everyone knows tml is the day when we finally get our last result.. I'm really very scare to take the result.. I somehow just want to cry out.. I also dun noe why, maybe cause I'm too scare to take the result.. I hope that i can pass and go to poly.. I dun want to make my mum sad and that i dun wan to waste 1 year and then go ite instead of poly..

2008-08-12T04:16:00.000-07:00

Today I get back my O level chinese paper result.. I passed my chinese paper, but the result was not very well done.. I only got a C6 for the paper, which was badly done, so teacher ask me to retake the paper again, but I don't know to retake the paper or not.. If I retake the paper, I might be able to get a better result.. On the other hand, if I don't retake the paper, then I will have more time to focus on my other subjects, espcially on my english and f&n.. As english is my weakest subject of all, and also it is a must to pass english, so I need even more time to practice my english.. As for f&n, I need to pass this subject in order to take nursing course in poly, and also this is the subject that I had chosen to study in sec 3 to 5, so I don't to fail this subject.. Now with this kind of result, I really don't to retake or not even though most of my friends ask me to retake the paper again.. See how is it lor.. If I really can make it, then I will take again, but if I cannot, then I will retake the paper..

2008-08-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

Today, I went with kim, diana, and yi wen to queensway to take class T-shirt. Then when we reached there, kim said go and eat first before going to see whether can take the class T early or not.. However, after eating when we go there and ask the person about our class T come alrady or not, but in the end the person say that our class T had not come yet. Then I ask them to go to my house to wait for the class T to come. They are my second friend who come to my house, as I did not ask any of my friends to come to my house. When we reached my house, I showed them my prom night dress and bag. After that, I went to bath, and left them outside the living room. When I finished bathing, after a while we to queensway to take the class T, and mac mac came to collect the class T, and then we all went to eat again, but kim went home. After eating, we all went back home.

2008-07-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

2008-07-05T23:00:00.000-07:00

Today my brother and I went to my cousin house to eat and go for swim. When we reached her house, I went to watched tv first going for swimming which was near her house. When we reach the swimming pool, we then know that on that day, the people were fixing the middle pool wall. We had no choice but to go to the 1.8m there to swim, but after going there to swim, I found it very fun swimming at 1.8m there. After swimming, we went back to my cousin house for dinner before going home. At about 6.45pm, we went to eat at a coffe shop near her house. After eating, we went back to watch tv until 9.30 then go home.

2008-06-02T02:28:00.000-07:00

Today, after my chem lesson, my mood had change because something had happened... Therefore my mood change from a bit happy to a bit sad...

2008-05-29T21:30:00.000-07:00

Today is my 17th birthday... I'm happy cause my friends help me celebrated my birthday in school... This year I did not go out with him to celebrate my birthday, because he said that he was not free, so I did not go out, but also that my family were celebrating my birthday for me... My aunt brought me a pair of nike shoe... While my mum brought us out to have dinner... Even though he did not accompany me celebrated my birthday, but I still feel happy... As because he message me and also talk to me today... As it make me feel happy... Thank you to all my friends:)

2008-05-26T15:00:00.000-07:00

Finally, today is my chinese O level paper... To me, the paper 1 was still ok, at least can do the question... However, paper 2, the first section the passage was quite diffcult, I just try my best to find out the answer, but the rest of the section, I still can do the questions... I just hope that I can do well in this exam, so that I don't need to redo the exam...

2008-05-23T20:00:00.000-07:00

Today, I got back my report book for this term... The result I got were all very badly done, as I only pass 2 subjects out of the 6 subjects... My marks I got for my subjects were english 40.5, chinese 50.3, math 61, combine science 49.2, combine hum 43.4, and my f&n 45.6., and my L1R4 was 32, and L1R5 was 40... With these kind of points, I surely cannot go poly...

Then after school, brendon and I again stay back in school to study for chinese O level exam... Before we went to study, we went to the bookshop there to see the people playing basketball... At 1.30pm, we then went to study until 5 something, then stop study...

6 days to go...

2008-05-22T19:00:00.000-07:00

Today, Brendon said that he wanted to prepare for the O level chinese, so we stay back in school for 2h to study for the chinese... We pratice reading the passage over and over again, as to remember the words that we don't know how to read...

1 week to go...

2008-05-11T22:28:00.000-07:00

Today is a very important day... As today is Mothers' day... A day when all mothers' day should be happy and also cannot be angry for today, no matter what have to forgive and to enjoy today... I here wish all my friend's mum a Happy Mothers' Day:)

18 days to go...

2008-05-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday because I was quite tired, so I did not write the post, until today then write... I had my conbine science paper 1 and this was also my last paper... The paper was ok la, quite easy, but just that for each paper, I have at least 1 question that will made me used a lot of time to find the answer... As because we started earlier than 5/1, so we end earier, so we went to canteen to wait for the 5/1 students to finish their paper, then go home together... As we had finish our exam, so we all went to kim's house to relax... When I reached there, I saw kim and alex going to fetch roy at LRT station, so I went with them... After that we went back to kim's house, when we walked pass a playground, we stoped there to play... After playing, we went back, and when I reached kim's house the first thing I did was that I went to kim's room to take her pooh and hug first... Then go and watched tv with roy, and alex and welly were playing computer... When naz came, we play first... Then when val and yi wen come, we started to watch brotherhood, the show that we watched last year during the geo lesson.... We watched half way, then pause to have our dinner at about 7 something... After eating, we continue to watch the show... When the show finish, we rest for a while and then went to play the game again... Then after playing, we started to eat the cakes that yi wen brought... When I finished the cake, I went home first...

19 days to go...

2008-05-08T05:54:00.000-07:00

Today was my f&n paper... The section A was still quite ok... At least I can do almost all the question in this section... However, section B onwards I start to use longer time to do and also to think for the answer... In this section, I have leave blanks for some questions... Then when reach section C, die already... I totally don't know how to do question 9, so I just leave this blank... Then the other 2 questions, I just write down what ever I learn from the topic... Don't know correct or not, just write... Today in the morning was the A math paper 2, wish you all do well in the paper... Jia You!!!

21 days to go...

2008-05-07T00:44:00.000-07:00

Today was my math paper 2 and chemistry paper 3... All so sad lor... Both the paper was not easy at all... The math paper, is like so difficult la, I took a long time to do some questions, and also still leave some blank... The math paper can prepare to fail liao... First time feel that the paper will fail badly... Don't put the standard too high for this mid year... As because this mid year most of the result will be badly done... Well my chemistry is at least a bit better than my math... I at least still can do some of the question... However, the section B was quite difficult to do as I did not really understand what the question asking... I just write what I think is needed in the question, but I only write a bit cause I don't know what write and the time too rush... I only know how to the question 11a only... As to me, this question was the easiest to do out of all the question... Still in the paper, there are some blanks... Total marks that I leave blank was 13 marks... I leave 2 full question blank... This means that I going to be dead, as the result out, I don't how will the result be scary will the result be... If really cannot, then try todo well in the prelim and then O level... Jia You!!! Jia You!!! Tomorrow is a math paper 2, I here again wish them all the best for tomorrow exam:)

22 days left...

2008-05-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

Today is my geo and phy paper 2... My geo paper is quite ok... However, the section A part 1 is the part that I don't know how to do... In the geo exam paper, I will surly don't know how to do the map reading... I only know how to do the structure questions, even thought I don't really know how to do some questions, but at least I can do more better than the map reading... I wanted to do the manufacturing question and the environmental management, but when the people come, I went to the agriculture question and the tourism question... As I think that these two questions is easier than the other questions... Then after the geo paper, will be my phy paper 2... The phy paper can be easy and also difficult... Everyone say that page 1 of the paper is the easiest question out of the whole paper... While I find that this page is not the easiest page out of the paper... I don't know why it is easy for other people, but to me this page was quite ok, but not the easiest... That's all about my paper today... Tomorrow is the A math paper 1 and POA paper 2, I here wish all the A math and POA students good luck, and all the best for tomorrow exam:)

24 days to go...

2008-05-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

Today I had my math paper 1 and social studies paper... My math paper 1 can die liao... It was like so difficult... As this was the first time leave blank for the math paper... The paper really want to kill me... Some of the questions i don't understand the question asking, and also I don't know how to do the question even if I understand what the question asking... I will not be asking a very good result for my math paper 1... As I know that I will not be able to get the good result with this kind of work... I can only put all my hope on paper 2, as maybe paper 2 will help me in the result... I hope that my math paper result will get at 85 and above if can... My social studies paper was quite ok... At least I can write a lot, and also I can answer all the questions in section 2... I can also finish the section 1 in the last 1 hour, because I do the section 2 first then do the section 1... As because section 2 is the SEQ, which I know that I will forget if I don't write down the things that I remember... After doing section 2, I start section 1, and I nearly cannot the question 1d, as in the last 15 minutes, I was still doing question 1c... Then when mrs chia say we still leave 15 minutes, I rush and at least I manage to finish the whole paper... However, what will the result be, don't know, but I am happy that I write so many things...

28 days:)

2008-05-01T15:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my science practical exam... It was quite sad that I did not complete my graph... As I last minutes then realise that the graph I have drawn wrongly... I could just managed to change the number and to plot the graph only... I also leave 1 part blank in the physics practical, because I don't know how to do... Then after 45minutes, I stop my physics and went to do my chemistry... In chemistry, at least I did not leave any blank, even if I don't how to do... I just put in the answer... However, the last question in the paper, I got the wrong answer... The answer should be acidic, but I went to put basic... The only good thing that I am quite happy was that I had do my best in the practical exam, so even if the result out was not good, I will not be so upsad... I just wish that the result will be good for my friends...

29 days to go:)

2008-04-27T23:24:00.000-07:00

On Friday, I had my English mid-year exam... The paper was quite OK, but still a bit difficult... At least the first time I manage to finish the whole paper and no blank was left... Today I had my Chinese mid-year exam... The paper 1 was OK, still can do... However, the paper 2 was very difficult... I was not able to finish the whle paper, as i have left 2 blanks, because firstly, I don't know how to do as because I don't understand the passage and also the question... Secondly, I also don't have time to complete the 2 questions... Then after the exam, I went home striaght a way... I just hope that I will pass the english and chinese papers... Jia You for the rest of the paper:)

2008-04-21T16:10:00.000-07:00

Today, it was not really a fun day... I was trying my best to make myself cheer up, as I don't want my friends around me to be affected by my moody... My exam is coming very soon, and I am like still so relx... If my result still so bad, then I am going to waste my 1 year, which I had tried so hard last year... I really don't understand the last few topics of physics... By tomorrow, I have to hand in my decision making, planning, and the correction for the task analysis, and research... However, until now I still had not finish my planning... Even though I had stay back in school to do the correction for the coursework, but I still wasn't able to finish...

2008-04-05T09:04:00.000-07:00

Today is Diana birthday... She called hui hui, kim quek quek, mac mac, yi wen, alex and me out to celebrate her birthday with her family and cousin... Before Diana reached, I and mac mac took picture together... I also took picture with alex... I not only took picture with mac mac and alex, I also took picture with kim, shi hui, yi wen... Then when diana came, I took a picture with her... Then we went to sit, diana sat with her family in one table, we sat on the other table, her cousin sat on the other 2 tables... Then we all went to take the food... Today I seem to eat quite a lot of food, but also the last to finish the food... While eating, we were also talking about some very interestine things that make us laughed... After finished the first plate, we went for the second and third plate... After eating, alex leave us, because he had to go and watched movie with val, naz and roy... The rest of us were playing game, we must think of a word in the song then the other will guess the name of the song, or don't know the name of the song, then sing a bit... After the game it time for us to take picture with diana, and we also take picture with diana family... We also take picture with diana's youngest cousin, he look quite cute... After taking picture, we cut the cake, then we went home... kim go first because she had to reached home before 11pm... Hui hui, mac mac and yi wen want to go for some shopping, but before they went for shopping, they brought me to bus stop... We were all holding hands when we go to the bus stop... I am so happy because this is the time I, mac mac, shi hui and yi wen so close... The feeling is like sisters... That's why today I feel so happy....

2008-03-29T14:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, it was kim quek quek 17th birthday... We had a small party for her after her A math lesson... Therefore, in the morning we put the cake and drinks in ms William kitchen... While waiting for her to finished her A math, wei da play his psp with his friend, diana, alex and anna going round taking pictures, naz went in and out of the classroom, and finally, I was in the class doing nothing... Then at 2.15pm, I and naz went to ms William kitchen to take the cake and drinks back to class... Then when kim finished her A math, we place all potato chips, drinks and cake on the table for her... When she was really, we all sang the english and chinese birthday songs for her... After singing the songs, wei da took picture of us together with kim before she cut the cake... When cutting the cake half way, all of us including kim, also rushed to the window to see the npcc officer, when we saw that officer wearing half uniform, we then went back to the table to continue eating and cutting the cake... When finished cutting cake, we start drinking the drinks and eat the potato chips. The f&n orange was the first to finish, and was finished within a few minutes... The other two drinks, wintermelon tea and green tea I bought home, because no one wanted to drink... Then when finished everything, we clear and clean the classroom, and before we leave, we took a picture together including wei da... Wei da took a picture of brendon, sakeenath, anna, me together... After that, all of us went home expect for wei da, and brendon... Kim bought home lots of presents... When we reached the bus stop, the single 196 came but only kim and diana, shi hui, and val got up the bus... Alex and I did not broad the bus, because we were waiting for a double decker bus... We miss 3 single 196, before the double decker 196 came... Then sakeenath and anna came, and take the double decker bus with us... It was a happy day for all of us, but sad huan wei did not come for the party... That all, other then that the rest were fun...

2008-03-26T15:27:00.000-07:00

Today I have delete all the past few weeks posts... I will start to write all over again, because all that posts I wrote was about a person, I don't want this anymore... Now onwards, I will not write only about that person... I will write the exciting things...