Why I just cannot be as good as others:( why?:( why others can do so well in their studies and balance their relationship so well but I can't :( I really tried my best in studying to make it better but there's always something that I won do well:( then relationship, I always want him to accompny me but I always forget or dun Noe that he's already very tired after working so long:( he won say out as he always said "since I say come down I will come and help you de" I Noe that he's tired but sometimes I really want him to accompany me awhile also can:( I just need him to be by my side... Sometimes when I want cry, I want him to be there to prevent or stop me from crying... Have I really become the selfish Joanne? I hope not to:( I dun wan to be that:(