9 days left..

Fourth day liao...:) today quite late then msg, then at the beginning say cannot call so a bit sad:( but at 11.28pm he called and say that still got time so can call awile:) so I'm happy and that as long as he's fine inside then if I can't get to call him, at least I still noe he's ok:) Cause if I Noe he's doing fine then at least won be that worry liao:)

3 days going to past:) 10 days left to 9 oct. Today i bit better:) 2 plus, 3 and 8 plus can msg me liao:) Eventhoughi didn really rely back for the 2 and 3 plus de msg, but nvm. cause at least i still noe that he's still ok inside:) sometimes really have to thank him for being healthy and happy always:) now if i really miss my pig pig, i just either see our pic or msg and of course have his jacket on:) now wait for his call at 9 plus or 10:)

Second day of his ns going to past:) faster go faster end also:) today whole day till now still haven recieve anything from him:( Yeaterday at least still can get to msg with him in the evening at 7 plus.. but today nth:( now i hope to get his call asap:( Is it i think him too much or what? i miss him when i think of him..:( but i still have to wait for 7 months for him to graduate from the army.. :(

12 days left:)

Today, finally the day i hate the most has come.. Yesterday went over to stay overnight, so that this morning can go out together, but then i fail to control my tears:( i cried when i was to leave the place, to leave his side for a few weeks.. i will be worry as i dun noe how will he be when he's inside.. I noe he will take care of himself de.. but i just still dun ease the worry in me..:( now i just hope 9 oct faster come.. The first book out:)

Tml will be my worst day of my life..:( as morning have to send him in for ns then afternoon still need to go for attachment:( so 2 different feeling I will have for tml and worst is that have to force it out:( cannot be too sad or worry in front of him.. Afternoon still have to have a normal feeling:( today for more than 2 times, I'm controlling my tears from coming out:( I Noe I am weak, but I really dun like the feeling of been separated with him:( But I promise myself that never will I let my stead sees me in tears so never will i unless i really cannot control:( I want time to stop when i am with him:)

Today just finish the aap paper, but sad to say that i really have not much confident in the paper :( I dun noe why i dun remember the ans even though lecture got give us the hints for the paper:( The past 2 paper still not that bad but this paper i dun noe:( Now i just hope to get to the second semester and study all the new module.. Please let me go...