Tml will be my worst day of my life..:( as morning have to send him in for ns then afternoon still need to go for attachment:( so 2 different feeling I will have for tml and worst is that have to force it out:( cannot be too sad or worry in front of him.. Afternoon still have to have a normal feeling:( today for more than 2 times, I'm controlling my tears from coming out:( I Noe I am weak, but I really dun like the feeling of been separated with him:( But I promise myself that never will I let my stead sees me in tears so never will i unless i really cannot control:( I want time to stop when i am with him:)